Wednesday, May 27, 2009
BORED.
Hello my loves,
I have not posted in awhile because my life has been busaybusaybusay!
Plans failing but than not and than replaced by other plans and... well you all know how to it is!
Recently, I have discovered this amazing makeup artists:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eCJMQjaoF4c&feature=topvideos
(Highly recomended)
And I have been becoming more addicted to Mitchell Davis.
http://www.youtube.com/user/livelavalive?blend=1&ob=4
(I HEARD HE'S STRAIGHT. LIFE MADE)
Recently, I have been bombarded by cute/creepy boys.
Boys need to just STAY AWAY. Seriously.
and espically the ones who just want my boday. that's NOT attractive.
Another AMAZING funness is this wonderful band called Mindless Self Indulgence... I have to listened to them atleast twice a day!
anways short post sorry but I NEED SLEEP
will post soon, promise!!!!
Kisses,
Kitty
Thursday, May 14, 2009
My Birdie.
This Blog Post will be dedicated to a wonderful friend... this friend is Bird.
And for my wonderful friend... a wonderful peom about herself.
My Bird sits in my window sill.
Chirps a bright song of happiness and love.
Sings to me about her life's trail.
Her trouble and worries
her sorrows and pains
but than sings of her dreams and hopes
her inspiration and her loved ones.
My Bird flies in the air
and fills the wind with her song.
It breaks out the whipping and rain
and fills it with whispers and breezes.
She's always wanted
and brings nothing but pure passion for what she choses.
She brings worms to her babies
and feeds them well.
Only pushes them when she knows it right
and all her birds spread their wings
and fly.
She has the prettiest song
and if I could listen to only one my whole life long
it would be hers.
It makes my tears dry and my smiles grow.
It makes the flowers bloom and the children play.
The sunrise and the moon glow.
They all want a piece of her beautiful song.
What can I say? Great poem for a great friend.
I love you so much. :-)
Goodnight,
Kitty.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Whatever.
I cannot believe this is happening. All of my friends, my close friends are taking HSOB's side... this is seriously getting to me.
His side of the story is complete BS and yet they believe him because they all want him to finally get what he wants and don't care about the actual facts.
Great, now I look completely stupid and pathetic and like I'm obsessed with making drama compiled around me.
For a moment, I thought HSOB could be friends with me again. I thought maybe we could just forget this happened and move on but NO. THAT'D BE SO HORRIBLE. He has to go and tell EVERYONE that I'm lying and that he would never do that and that I'm completely and utterly insane. Great.
I can't even stand to look at my friends anymore.
Here's what I learned:
- Don't let emotions get infront of you.
- Don't trust complete donkeys.
- Don't let harmones get infront of you.
- Drama is drama. It sucks and won't leave.
- Don't try to get back people who don't deserve it.
- You can go on fine with your music and earphones. F**k them.
Now I think I'll go off and cry. But before I do check out this amazing site called listentoyoutube.com It's where you can get the sound off of youtube videos and turn them into a MP3 for free (super awesome)
Gosh, I hate people. Bye.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
TGFM (Thank God For Music)
*Chello,
This is Kitty telling you about her day... started out pretty good. Hung out with Guitardude, KSA, and BEB (Big Eyed and Beautiful) which was super fun. Loving every single second with KSA... hopefully we will end up dating >.<
But I got home to hear that rumors are being spread about me at our rival school where all my other friends are. Rumors saying I am just making up drama (with HSOB... rumors by: HSOB) to ruin my friends life... why would I do that?
Really put me in a horrible mood but thankgoodness that music can calm me down or else I would've really flipped s**t. Two bands are currently playing over and over again on youtube for me. Blue October and Mindless Self Indulgence. Both amazing bands.. and here are some samples of them.
MSI- Lights Out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WeR9dCiGT84
BO- Into The Ocean http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rebN_cxYwd8
Plus one of my favorite youtubers: Livelavalive (really pray he isn't gay!)
and of course a few broadwayies to top it off :-)
I'm so insanely tired and all I really want is a nice long shower and not to go to school and to just lie in bed listening to rain, cuddling with KSA but of course none of that will happen... but I'll just dream about that day and hope it'll come.
*btw: if you didn't catch the refernce WATCH SCHOOL OF ROCK RIGHT NOW.
I love Jack Black more than air itself.
Goodness 11 already?
Sleepytime :-)
Signing off, Kitty
Monday, May 11, 2009
Great Monday
So today I learned many things
- People get what they deserve.
- Boys really like you if they still think you are attractive in sweat pants.
- Sleeping in class is only okay when you have a lookout friend.
- Sneezing is never a good way to wake up.
- Color Gaurd flags hurt.
- I really do need to read To Kill A Mockingbird
- Acting on camera is a lot harder than on stage.
Today was interesting. Lots of ups and downs. I hung out with KSA and it was amazing cause we were alone so we could be all flirtyIlikeyou and it was really wonderful. I went and saw CurlyQ, Bird, Smiley, Guitardude, HSOB, and other's projects at their school and it was fun! I was asked to be the star in a friend's music video so that'll be amazing. Twin is having a party this weekend and it'll either be a. amazing or b. drama filled since CurlyQ will be there.
Overall, Guitardude is becoming A LOT cooler with KSA and I and that's making me insanely happy. I can see that KSA is happy with that too. Hopefully, things are working.
HSOB's girlfriend found out and she was at the project thing so I had to aviod her all night. Very aggrivating but KSA helped. Apperently she found out and is probably going to break up with him, thankfully.
I'll blog tomorrow,
Kitty =^.^=
Sunday, May 10, 2009
An Ode to Cheating.
Hello my dears,
I did not post last night because I was just so stressed and frustated with what I have to tell you now.
Basically this person we will call HSOB (horny son of a b***h) has always kinda been my flirtyfallbackfriend and he had recently just started dating a girl so we hadn't really done anything but last night we were hanging out and he kissed me.
I won't lie, I kissed back for a little bit until I realized that he was dating someone so I ended that kiss and ran out of the room. Horrible, right?
So I wrote a poem about this because now I have been all three of the sides of cheating.
What is love but a candle?
The smell lingers on your nose
and taunts you with his aroma.
Makes everything smell fine
that no matter what harm
it's scent with fly it away.
What is love but a rose?
Beautiful until the day it melts.
Having nothing to do but it watch it peel away.
Wondering if you should see if it will bloom once more
or burn it for all hope is lost.
Because never has a rose returned from death, right?
What is love but a drug?
Sick and twisted.
Only smoke and mirrors
Was suppose to cause pleasure
but only pain appears.
Made by those trying to use you
and succeed well.
What is love but a picture?
You only see what you want
and crop out the rest.
Let yourself live in a fantasy world
until the orignals come back again
and see the horror that you fail to see.
What is love but a song?
Free to see as you wish
but causes much pain by those who see different from you.
Was once written for good
but has turned to evil
never to be trusted again.
May I trust love again?
Or will love ever trust me?
Think about that,
goodnight *kiss*
Friday, May 8, 2009
FNF (Friday Night Fun)
Hello my loves,
This is Kitty singing about her amazing night with KSA (Knight in Shining Armor) and Guitardude. We went and saw a late night showing of Star Trek... which I thought would be lame and horrible but since KSA was going... might as well?
WELL. I was wrong! It was amazing and action packed and superduper funny! I loved it and FULLY RECOMEND to ANYONE.
Anyways, KSA and I cuddled all night long (explaining my singing word of the post) and, thankfully, I don't think Guitardude was really upset about it. Who knows? Maybe things might work. The second I got home, I texted KSA and told him that I wish we could've kissed and he agreed :-) how adoriable?
anyways, I met this guy who looks EXACTLY like Jerome from Flight of the Conchords... and I almost peed in my pants. I'm fully in love with that show and bad and I HIGHLY RECOMEND them as well... wow lots of recomending :-D
School was fun. Didn't go to first three periods cause I ushered for some kiddyshow and got to spend my morning with a bunch of small children. THEY WERE SO CUTEEE!!! Went to chorus rehersal and found out it's our last concert. Makes me super sad cause all my senior lovies will be leaving me alone :-( I think I might cry on sunday.
There was MAJOR drama with some of my friends... alomst a fight, bad words said (or screamed I should say) very interesting.
anyways: what I learned today was....
- Cuddling in movie theaters is awesome
- Always hold someone's hand when you have the chance
- Small children hold hands the tightest
- Always drink an Amp around friends
- Late night movies are the best
- don't get into drama... not worth it
I want to leave you with an amazing quote from an amazing book that I also highly recomend
"And in the dark, I can see her quite clearly." Paper Towns by John Green (second favorite author to Ellen Hopkins)
Goodnight my dears,
sleep well :-*